Alright - from 1 May onwards, I will be the most focused, disciplined and hardworking student I can ever be!

And I am so glad that running still gives me some sort of peace; that it can make me feel better in a way nothing else can.
One more day, and I'll be truly ready to forget.

Is it wrong to?

/:

I have been a crappy person.
And worst of all, a crappy friend.

I need to think.

Nepal was heartwarming. Amazingly so. I cried more than once.
But it also made me more confused than ever. (and no xt it's not about that hahaha)

I think I shall go take a walk.

I dislike feeling so... inadequate. And weak.

Try to find joy in whatever you do.
That way, you'll be happy no matter what!

I feel
like I don't know where to go.
like I'm losing myself.

Blocks was... blockish.
I hope I pass chem!!

Date with piggo on Sunday whoo. I'm going to enjoy myself thoroughly this weekend and pretend September holidays have come early.

I shall aim to be a mugger this term!

Talking to Syl today made me feel like I've aged. A lotttttttttt. Somehow now I feel more apathetic towards everything in general, like my passion has poofed and deserted me.

Is it because of what we're made to do, or simply because we've changed? If it's the latter, it's kind of sad isn't it? But I don't know how much of it is perspective, attitude or will. I guess only time will tell.